sebab bintang mayang

lahir

sejuk suam

suam seimbang

sempit longgar

muat muat

jalan lari

kejang

kosong isi

kosong

suka bosan

suka

mati

fruits of education

the means of education should be contagious.

spreading,evolving,exciting.

the means of education should not be dead.

for test,grades,and marks.

the slightest means of education,

should move things forward,

not keep things stay.

means worth more than money can buy.

means work deep within self.

means worth more than time can consume.

means move slow and timeless.

progress for the betterment,

of human race.

situasi

the situation in which someone is searching for something is like a new born baby trying to figure out what a house looks like (if he knew what the idea of a house is but never see one)

searching for something is not like searching for something that is lost (physical thing) but something that is there, looked at, but not seen (for look and see is a different thing)

everything that we know is our own limitation for if we know we would believe and that stops everything.

and a boy or a man would never think of what a house looks like again (even if they did not know what the idea of a house is)

the situation in which someone is searching for something is beautiful. even if they ended up doing nothing. just waiting. plain thinking. good thinking. of something that is there looked at, but lost unseen.

i wish i know everything (the idea of how things work) without looking, so i would be wondering of how it might look like. then i would find something new. pure. or ended up doing nothing. beautiful.

your failure is a blessing

for i cannot speak like you,

i cannot speak my mind,

i write, it feels good,

december 14, 2009